Self inflicted misery :(

Hmmm… Its been high time my friend is fond of a guy and hasn’t told to him nor given him any kind of hint that she likes him so much!!
I doubt if he even knows that this girl is mad behind him and his voice!!
Strangely she doesn’t want any of us to somehow tell him that there is a girl waiting for him:( …
I don’t know if this is her infatuation or love for him…. No matter if he also loves her not, at least she should give a try was the opinion of me and other friends..
She sees him regularly in cafeteria, sits in the direction in which she can see him to the content of her heart, unnecessarily walks till the corner of the cafeteria though she can get the water near by. She loves listening to the songs when he sings.. In fact any song that he sings will become her favorite song :) She never takes his name as per Indian custom:)
Often blushes when we ask her or tell others about him :) She says that his thought is enough for her to spend the rest of her life!! (Though this girl is a complete stranger to him) I doubt if she has ever heard him speak as we all have seen him only singing… Often waiting for a chance to go to the other block so that she can get a glimpse of him… Sadly he sits in the other block and works in different technology, else the extent of this strange love would have still got exaggerated..
Recently I deciphered why she wasn’t facing him or trying to speak to him…. The major concern was caste!! The other reason is society…. She is a Hindu and he is a Christian..
By choice she would never go against her parents and society.. So, she decided to sacrifice her so called “love life” as the love was never from both the sides… I can sense the inward self-mastery and an urge to claim that she doesn’t feel anything for him… I know she will always deny the fact coz she doesn’t want her feelings to be shown or known to anyone… It’s a prison which she has built for herself!! Yes, she is a strong girl… She will hide the truth forever… Like the saying which says, “Woman’s heart is stronger and greater than all”.. I feel I have seen this in her unmistakably..
Even though I keep teasing her about him, today I want to give her warm handshake and say her “I am indeed your friend, never doubt it...... I respect ur feelings sweetie”..